Steve and I

Thank you for your lovely comments on my last entry. It is good to be back and I am getting back on track with my weightloss too. Today I have tracked and planned all my food and I am hoping that I'll find some energy and inspiration to go the gym after work tonight.

I have had another fantastic weekend, most of it spent with Steve. I caught the train straight to him after work on Friday (he lives near Bognor Regis) and stayed the night then on Saturday we just relaxed before coming back to Southampton and going to a friends party. He met lots of my friends on Saturday evening which was really nice and it was lovely that they just accepted him and he fitted in straight away. Then on Sunday we just nursed our hangovers before he went home mid afternoon as it was his nan's birthday.

I don't mind telling you all (and Steve if you are reading this) that I love him loads. I am very very very happy at the moment and he has captured my heart in such a big way. I can't imagine life without him at the moment and I hope I never do. We have so much in common and I am so glad I have a man who I can cuddle up to at night and actually sleep in his arms because that is my favourite thing in the world.

I've posted some pics of us at my friends party on Saturday night. I hope you like them. I realised when I saw them just how much he does really love me. You only have to look at the way he is looking at me etc to see that and it's the best feeling in the world ever.

Vicky xxx

Update

Hi everyone,

You have probably noticed that a lot of my posts from this year have been deleted. Please do not worry, there is no other reason for this than I don't want them here anymore for various reasons which I am about to share with you all.

As this blog is about my weightloss I bring you news on that first. I put a few pounds on with everything going on in my life but I've had a couple of good losses and am back on track now although still struggling. However, I realised a long time ago that I am much happier with myself these days and that the weight will come off one day so I don't worry about it that much anymore.

So, the reasons for deleting my posts then. Well, I've realised what an idiot I made of myself and what an idiot certain people made of me. My life was not a good place with Mikey passing away and struggling with WW and then I admit that Alan came along and hurt me at a time when I could not deal with it. I don't want to go into details of what happened with him but I used it as an excuse to go off the rails a bit and then I gave myself a bit of a talking too and pulled it back.

I'd also like to tell you I have a wonderful new man in my life. His name is Steve (hunni if you are reading this I love you spades - oh my god I'm learning to speak Steve already) and I won't bore you with all the details but 3 weeks and 3 days after we met I'm feeling things I never thought it was possible to feel and my heart does things it never did before.

Enough from me...I'll post again soon.

Vicky xxxx