Update

Hi everyone,

You have probably noticed that a lot of my posts from this year have been deleted. Please do not worry, there is no other reason for this than I don't want them here anymore for various reasons which I am about to share with you all.

As this blog is about my weightloss I bring you news on that first. I put a few pounds on with everything going on in my life but I've had a couple of good losses and am back on track now although still struggling. However, I realised a long time ago that I am much happier with myself these days and that the weight will come off one day so I don't worry about it that much anymore.

So, the reasons for deleting my posts then. Well, I've realised what an idiot I made of myself and what an idiot certain people made of me. My life was not a good place with Mikey passing away and struggling with WW and then I admit that Alan came along and hurt me at a time when I could not deal with it. I don't want to go into details of what happened with him but I used it as an excuse to go off the rails a bit and then I gave myself a bit of a talking too and pulled it back.

I'd also like to tell you I have a wonderful new man in my life. His name is Steve (hunni if you are reading this I love you spades - oh my god I'm learning to speak Steve already) and I won't bore you with all the details but 3 weeks and 3 days after we met I'm feeling things I never thought it was possible to feel and my heart does things it never did before.

Enough from me...I'll post again soon.

Vicky xxxx