I've cracked this!

I really have. It's taken me a long long time to admit it but

I HAVE A WEIGHT PROBLEM!!!

Always have had, always will but that weight problem is under control and will stay that way forever.

You see, I've realised how much of life I've missed out on being fat. Despite how much people say they don't, they treat you differently and as much as that is a said state of affairs, this has affected my life so much. I don't want to go back to being that social outcast that everyone stares at because I'm so fat and it is for this reason that I know I'll never put weight back on (unless I ever have a baby of course), as well as knowing this this is my time and I much prefer me now to when I was fat.

The reason I know I've cracked this is that I can fall off the wagon now and yet manage to get back on it again. In the past, a bad day or week would mean I'd give up but why? I have no idea. However, I've realised that my weight problem does not have to and will not rule my life anymore. That is the big breakthrough I've needed for years and I'm going to grab every moment and take each and every opportunity that comes my way.

Vicky xx